Monday, March 31, 2008

Suicide for Love?

Have you ever loved someone to the extent you wanted to die because of him or her?

I just came across this incident of a guy fallin' in love with this girl for more than a semester and is now wanting to quit school to go smu coz she rejected him. The worse is, he's actually a scholar. ANd the girl whom I know, is so nice that she tries to help him out but eventually it just kinda became worse, like duh rite? And she herself is like in some sort of tormented relationship currently but she actually found herself falling in love with another guy unknowingly until of late, it just came to her in a strange outburst of emotions and she almost killed herself because she doesn't really know what to do. She cannot seem to control her emotions and can't focus on studying as well.

U know this kind of thing feels so TCS drama lah. What do you do when you've friends like that? How to help them? All of them need some sort of help eventually.

Ok perhaps this has nothing to do with actual life and death, but isn't it serious (or boliao) enough to raise an eyebrow and think just how far can humans push their limits against all boundaries of rationality? Like you want to quit school, you want to kill yourself because of this and that...

My friend, incidentally, is a schizophreniac. She could describe things as though she herself is a third party in the entire situation in which she was involved. It's very freaky lah. She used to be a strong person, as far as I know. But I know for one thing when depression gets her, she really breaks down. The 'she' as in, her true self, because I can feel it, by not using any judgmental rationality but more towards intuitive thinking.

May the Gods and Goddesses shower her with lots of love and blessings and protect her from harm always. I truly want to keep a friend for life.

A sane one, that is.

Loving you dearly.

Posted by Atlantic Amethyst at 12:42 AM

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