I asked her what do you mean.

And she replied things like "you're like the star of TAS and even after so many years, all the lecturers talk about you and stuffs. and we all know you hold so many important portfolios! and your fb omg the who was tellin me that day you had dinner with mrs lim hwee hua?! and from the angle of the photos, you were sitting right beside her! c'mon babe, you gotta let us more into your life!

I was stunned for a few moments, unable to think of what else to reply. The next few minutes saw me fumbling with my stylus. I played a game of solitaire before deciding what to reply.

And so I told her, hey babe, thanks for the concern and all but you guys are over-analysing things wayy too much, aren't you? hmmm... i guess when it gets too serious in life, you wouldn't want to blog about all those stuffs? hmmm guess i got your point but for now, i'll stick to being pointless and all in my blogs. we'll catch up soon, if you guys wanna know what i'm always into and all.=p

Though i must say i don't really like to say too much about myself either when i meet people. I'd rather know more about others or like have some light-hearted conversations. Isn't life more meaningful that way?

And she said no way, that's crap, you're forever so busy! anyways, glad you got my point there and god bless! have a great weekend.

I know most of my friends have either given up on me or just bloody pissed off not seeing me for eons. I have to give her credit for driving the nail in. Not wanting to defend myself too much but as life would have it, I was and still am always being called upon situations to do stuffs. I don't know for who; neither do i know why my role just happen to fit into that particular situation so snugly like a lost jigsaw fits into the entire puzzle of mystery. But sometimes i'm just being there to do things for reasons beyond my understanding of cosmic energies. I don't mean to be mean but if it isn't destined to meet up any of my friends for now, then there's probably a good reason for all those unfortunate things happening.

Yawen always tell me, if it isn't meant to be yours then it won't be yours so what for try so hard? Taking that one step further, I interpret that to be if it's not meant to happen that way, means it just isn't, so just shift your focus elsewhere.

Shrugs. it does sound like some self-preserving excuse but heck, when the time's right, i think we'll all know the light.

Some things in life just aren't that important compared to others; not saying that they aren't 100% unimportant. The time would come for the right things to happen for the right people at the right place and probably, for the right price -- The universal wisdom of destiny's priority.