Monday, April 07, 2008

Staying Grounded

I realised something totally weirdd about myself.

If I do not choose to be constructive, I can never have the time to do anything. And yet when I choose to devote energy to pack my time constructively, I can achieve a whole lot more than I realise. Maybe time i.e. life is really how you make out of it?


Ivy made me realise this. Because she observed that I actually blogg more when supposedly I shouldn't have time to do so.


Actually if I don't blog more, I can't imagine what will happen. Perhaps talk to the objects in my room and get into Oscars. (Think Tony Leung in Chungking Express.) But one thing for sure, my roomie will freak out.


I'm always one big dilemma. I want to have time for myself and yet I cannot have too much time for myself. I need to stone abit here and there; but I get bored and listless so easily, I start to realise I need to channel my energy away by continuously keeping myself occupied with something, if not I'll ...... start to destroy the world. I usually appear very sedentary but looks are always so deceiving. I used to run 15km every week to channel all the excessive energy away. Maybe I should resume that routine soon.


Man, I'm missin' that adrenline badly.


And I did something really random just now. I sprayed my favourite Versace Bright Crystal on all my nike tops, just for fun. Finally had time to buy lah and I couldn't resist. The last drop from the previous bottle evaporated more than a month ago. I just didn't spray my entire room lest I freak my roomie out. (Shit. I always have this fear I'll somehow freak her out with my oddities esp after the mirror incident which Ivy knows so well.)


But hey! This is my fav daytime perfume, alright.
I'm luvin' it sooo much.
Way better than Anna Sui Secret Wish, DKNY and Escada series.
Don't believe, just come and smell me.
(Fabian once commented that this scent will knock off any guy when he passed by me outside can 5, while I was on the phone with my bf. Come to think of it, no wonder he lent me his Mitch Albom novel so readily.)
But this ad seriously just doesn't do it any justice.

I think she needs a haircut.
Really badly.
Just like me now.

Posted by Atlantic Amethyst at 3:49 AM

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