Friday, March 27, 2009
A Moment to Breathe
This post is like ... wow?
Especially ever since when I've stopped keeping track of my life since my last relationship. Never did I expect that i'll actually log in to blogger this very night and type something, probably out of nothing and yet something.
To people who have understood me, they would never have known me to be emo. Emo is the word to understand me for those who have never really understood me. And in general, most people think I'm emo. For friends like Yuhong who aren't really close to me and yet manage to sift me out from the emo crowd - I think that's really commendable. Thanks, bro, for equating me to passion. I honestly thought that's what really made me to be myself today. Passion is different from being emo, for those who have yet to really comprehend the essence of leadership.
All those pragmatic moments surrounding me have made me widen the gap of a certain dilemma like it is between ends of a continuum. As one continues to be proactive, the same being continues to constantly seek for passiveness. It's like the body just wanting to seek a half-here half-there stand at the end of the day. It's a constant struggle for a healthy balance that the mind wouldn't. Ironically, that struggle in myself has worn me out.
I need a few breathing moments.
Moments when i'm free to roam mentally and spiritually, out of the conscious constraints within.
Posted by Atlantic Amethyst at 10:41 PM
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